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i'm a gay trapped in a lesbian's body

-tIcKLe`Me-

Created on 2004-02-24 12:04:45 (#2318907), last updated 2009-07-24

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Name:	mizzninelives hypnotic-eyes
Birthdate:	1984-08-03
Location:	Bukit Jalil, Malaysia
Website:	3 chicks, 2 locations and 1 blog - http://tickle-me.net

Bio

♡ ♡ ♡

i stood in a corner, watching you
wishing i had the courage
to walk up to you, whisper
how much ive fallen
so deeply in love with you

weve made a promise
that we must hold
till the end of our futures
never, we say, never
must we fall for one another

ive sinned
ive wronged
for i have broken my vows
never to fall for you

i must run
i must hide
because i must never
never see you again

this shame i hold
this burden i carry
must go away
for i cannot NOT love you

we started out as strangers
we bloomed as friends
but never, we say, never
will we ever be lovers

guide me,
show me,
the path i must go
for i cannot bear
not being able to love you

make me run
make me go
away, away, from this feeling
of knowing nothing will ever happen
between you and i

i love you
you make the rain bring warmth
you make the wilted, bloom
you make the weak, strong
you bring everything beautiful
into my life
but i cannot love you
never now, never ever

its time i leave
its time i bid adieu
you mustve hated me
for leaving without an explanation

im a coward
i dare not admit
for i fear, losing you
maybe sometime in our next birth
we could be together
but never
never this lifetime.

i never have a talent in poetry writing, or writing in general, for that matter but i try. im full of randomness. im queerly straight. im sometimes delusional. i love to find faults in others but never in myself. i am a drama queen who desires to be a nerd. i speak weird. i am nonsensical. i have very few talents. i hold the world's record for being the biggest procrastinator. i have an ego, so big, it could drown this planet. i am the queen of contradictions. hopeless romantic but doesnt quite believe in love just yet. see? i told you im very contradicting. im cornier than sweet corns. i wasnt lying when i said im corny now, was i?

thank you for loving me
i wish i felt the same
im not afraid of you
being my boyfriend now
im just afraid of you
being my ex boyfriend

i love you, i do
so much, words arent enough to say
im not afraid of being with you
i am just afraid, of losing you

♡ xoxo,
150705tickleme0221

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bitching, bumming, gilmore girls, hogging on the phone, men, sfc extreme mocha, sleeping and myself.

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